January 16, 2007 I am wondering - if I am happy with what I have and what I am now.
I can still smile, for you, and for others.'Cuz if it makes you happy, then I should be too. But am I able to do so, for long? I am wondering - why do people don't give up, but I did. Still, I'd have to believe it's one of the better choices I made in life, though I can't picture much of the future, if any.
I am wondering - if I am happy with my course, and what would I be doing if I ain't in it. Maybe I'd be out helping people now. ^^
I am wondering - if I'd make friends, or stay lonely in the class. 1 now, 2 soon. Very soon. At least if I look on the bright side, it means I get to shut up and concentrate.
I am wondering - if I will ever make it big. If I could still study as much as I did with all that determination I had last time.
I am wondering - if anyone would be there, to catch me when I fall. Just so they can see me through the hard times.
I am wondering - what am I doing, still awake at this hour. But I know, I am tired and will go to sleep soon, after this post.
I am wondering - if I treasured everything I have. I think I did, I think I will continue to do so.
I am wondering - if I ever regretted anything. I think I don't, but I don't know.
I am wondering - if I am happy with life. So am I?
I am wondering - what the furture brings... I am wondering - how life's like for you now.((: [[4.23am]]